GUILTY PLEASURE By Susanne

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*GUILTY PLEASURE*
I'm sitting in my room
Thoughts interweaving like threads on the loom
These thoughts make me settle into a gloom
If my spirit were a judge, it would sentence me to doom

I keep doing these things even when I don't want to
I feel helpless sometimes like my brain is on a tow
I step down from my throne always and stoop so low
Why I enjoy these fantasies, I don't know

He calls me to his house
I pull off my cat skin and transform into a mouse
He kisses me here and there
And tells me to him I'm so dear

I believe every single thing he says
I keep doing all these without getting a single pay
And go back to my room wanting to kill myself
Deep down I know he does all these just to satisfy himself

He shares our bed with other ladies
Not few of them but plenty bevies
I've got no power to talk
Because I don't want him to use the word 'stalk'

I've got no one to tell
Because no one has the idea of how much I fell
If there's anyone to buy my heart, I will sell
My heart makes me thirsty and he is the only well

Guilt eats me up, my soul cries
My body and my heart work in ties
They both make me long for this sinful pleasure
And my spirit keeps telling me it isn't my nature

I keep saying I won't love him anymore
But deep down, I'm only opening up a sore
So I go back to enjoy this guilty pleasure
That I regrettably enjoy beyond measure

SUSANNE
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